what drives you...
I just came from a long vacation and now im back to work. I suddenly found myself wondering why am I here? Hmmm.... To be honest I really don't know. I know it's frustrating to be in a position that you don't know why or how you got into but, the only thing in your mind is that you have to it or elsse. I don't really mind doing my work it's my job but, I happen to lack the reason why I'm doing it. I'm like a robot that doesn't have control over my body. My mind is full of thoughts that I shouldn't even think about. I'm lost! I dont know where I am or where I'm supposed to be! I do know one thing... I'm gonna be a dad, and that is the only thing that drives me right now! I wanna provide for my kid! I don't want to be some irresponsible parent that a kid wishes they never had! I just hope that I have the strength for that or a sanity for the matter!
