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How manny of you wanted to get the latest gadget on the palm of their hands? Or, should I just say fingertips. Yes folks gadgets are getting smaller and smarter these days, I like the iphone. It's the best. I used it for a couple of days and I can't wait to own one, unfortunately I can't afford it. It's too expensive for me! MP3's can hold videos, PSP can give you the entertainment you need on the road. You see I bought my first phgone when I was in college and I thought I was so cool back then but, it evolved! The phone that I had back then was just a thing of the past. now there's newer models and other gadgets that can make your mouth water. I bought my PSP and it gave me everything! I am what you can say a "game addict" I played games from PS1, XBOX to PS2. Now, I have my PSP and it exceeded my expectations. I can watch movies, play games and store music! What more can you ask for? But, then iphones was released and it was... well... I can't even think of the word to describe it! It's AMAZING! touch screen capabilities... you don't need that stylus anymore that kept scratching your phone's screen. I have to say, I want one of those... if I can afford it!

I just came from a long vacation and now im back to work. I suddenly found myself wondering why am I here? Hmmm.... To be honest I really don't know. I know it's frustrating to be in a position that you don't know why or how you got into but, the only thing in your mind is that you have to it or elsse. I don't really mind doing my work it's my job but, I happen to lack the reason why I'm doing it. I'm like a robot that doesn't have control over my body. My mind is full of thoughts that I shouldn't even think about. I'm lost! I dont know where I am or where I'm supposed to be! I do know one thing... I'm gonna be a dad, and that is the only thing that drives me right now! I wanna provide for my kid! I don't want to be some irresponsible parent that a kid wishes they never had! I just hope that I have the strength for that or a sanity for the matter!